Okay, let's just go on record as saying I haven't felt this shitty in a loooooong time.
So I've been a college student for about 3 years now. Its been tough, no denying that, but I think I've done well.
But then life decides to take a shit on me.
So this semester I had to take Accounting, which is one of the most confusing subjects I've had in my life, and its hard sure
but then
BUT THEEN
oh god where to begin
So I live with my Mother, and she normally leaves me be
but then one day
January 17th or so I think
she comes home from work later than she ever has before
around midnight
and shes crying
I ask her whats wrong
She works as a therapist for the record and no I will not disclose where she works
She says that she couldn't stand how the elderly patients were being treated
okay reasonable enough
She starts talking about what god wants for us in life and how important his word is
how he shapes are destinies
the she says asks me if she can tell me a secret
sure why not
she tells me she has psychic powers
and she says that she could sense their pain and suffering and their exact fucking thoughts apparently
I was a little weirded out but okay everybody does weird shit
BUT THEN
the next day
she starts cutting health shit out magazines and putting it on little boards
ooookay
A person comes over to evaluate how much it will cost to refinish out walls
and she blends "juice" with a juice blender
er juicer you puts fruits and veggies in blend em and drink it
so she talks to the painter and tells him about how healthy and how it can help CURE cancer and diabetes autism etc
he's kind of weried out
then she says I'm going to open a wellness shop for physical mental and spiritual wellness
this is the first I've heard of it
he leaves
I ask here what that was about
"its my new store I'll be opening as soon as possible
Juice-a-mania!" and she says she'll make merchandise
oh she also wants to use this store to convert people to Catholicism for the record
and she wants me to be the IT guy
then she goes on about how she got a message from GOD that this was her destiny
for the record she hasn't been this religious in many years
so I just kind of nod
and then she gives me a fucking list of things she needs from me
next Morning I hear her crying in shower
pretty she hadn't slept for about 30+ hours at this point
I basically freak the fuck out
can't eat can't sleep
take a shower so I don't have a a heart attack
because you guys didn't see the look in her eyes man
I go to school looking like a zombie
come home
try to talk to her start crying saying I think shes gone crazy
and she tells me she's not crazy its just GOD'S will
this is what he wants for her
I try to forget about the whole thing
so toward the end of January I babysit a cat
this is not important
Mom comes home from helping a dying family friend
with stage 4 bone cancer
this friend lives in Texas so she drove to Texas
well she gives this person *organic* maple syrup and *organic* baking soda
comes home
starts talking about how pharmacies are corrupt and theres so much natural medicine that can CURE CANCER if only people would accept god as well
calls this dying person and her bone cancer is GONE
so she sits me down to tell me the good news
I created a miracle werewolfyman
by the grace fo god her cancer is gone
that is a miracle
that god gives us what we want if ask hard enough
I snap and I ask why people suffer in teh world
we get into an argument and she points out that I don't read the bible
I point out the she didn't for a long time either
somehow my religiousness comes into play
I don't say the word "atheist" but from the way I was talking she came to that
conclusion and while I didn't say I was agnostic or atheist I didn't say anything to the contrary either.
so we have a few more arguments in February
she tells me how disappointed in me she is
how I'm a Satan worshiper for not believing in god (wut)
and how I'm going to hell if I don't change my ways (how can I go to something I don't believe in, again?)
how I can still change if I want to
it bears mentioning that I'm a college student that routinely makes decent (B's and C's) grades and she couldn't care less
gee thanks
so February passes
she mentions that in order to open her shop she needs to be a licensed nutritionist or some stuff
she mentions that she's going to see a psychic about it
the psychic tells her shes destined to go to a special university in Portland, Oregon
we live in the middle of Georgia for the record
as in she wants to move to the opposite side of the United States
I ignore this, as Accounting is taking up all of my attention at this point
I start thinking about the fact that I'll be done with my Associates in a year or so
and I'll need to move to Valdosta (about 90 miuntes away from where we currently reside) to get my Bachelors
so I talk to her about it
BIG MISTAKE
she tells me that I won't need to worry about it, since I'm moving with her to Portland in two years
whaaaaat
So I talk to my Dad and he's okay
I mention needing help for Valdosta
and my Mom, (who has been eavesdropping the entire time by the way)
takes the phone from me and talks with him for two hours (she thought I was asking to live with him, which I'll admit I'm considering at this point despite him being poor)
so I go to my Dad's for a week and he leaves me alone
I come home
mention that I would honestly prefer to go to Valdosta by myself
She then tells me that I don't have a drivers liscnese or a car ( I have a lerners but I don't have a car, planning to take drivers ed)
says I'm not cut out for a job, that I've never had one in my life (true) and that I'm not mature enough
that I don't know how to grocery shop (and how will I learn when your doing it for me, hmm?)
more god stuff
"I would love if you believed in god
called me every xmas
went to church every time we do
I would love it
I would
I
I
I
never asked what I wanted, because I'm just a kid apparently
apparently my opinion holds no value to her
oh and she'd rather me believe in god and be unhappy so I won't go to hell even if I don't personally want to believe in him
and thats where we are now, will explain mroe if asked
This is awfully personal I must admit, so
I'm done
I don't have anything else, I'm just fucking done
tl;dr My Mom's nuts and I don't know what to do
yo mods if I need more info or I need to remove something or this thread is too personal just PM me
So I've been a college student for about 3 years now. Its been tough, no denying that, but I think I've done well.
But then life decides to take a shit on me.
So this semester I had to take Accounting, which is one of the most confusing subjects I've had in my life, and its hard sure
but then
BUT THEEN
oh god where to begin
So I live with my Mother, and she normally leaves me be
but then one day
January 17th or so I think
she comes home from work later than she ever has before
around midnight
and shes crying
I ask her whats wrong
She works as a therapist for the record and no I will not disclose where she works
She says that she couldn't stand how the elderly patients were being treated
okay reasonable enough
She starts talking about what god wants for us in life and how important his word is
how he shapes are destinies
the she says asks me if she can tell me a secret
sure why not
she tells me she has psychic powers
and she says that she could sense their pain and suffering and their exact fucking thoughts apparently
I was a little weirded out but okay everybody does weird shit
BUT THEN
the next day
she starts cutting health shit out magazines and putting it on little boards
ooookay
A person comes over to evaluate how much it will cost to refinish out walls
and she blends "juice" with a juice blender
er juicer you puts fruits and veggies in blend em and drink it
so she talks to the painter and tells him about how healthy and how it can help CURE cancer and diabetes autism etc
he's kind of weried out
then she says I'm going to open a wellness shop for physical mental and spiritual wellness
this is the first I've heard of it
he leaves
I ask here what that was about
"its my new store I'll be opening as soon as possible
Juice-a-mania!" and she says she'll make merchandise
oh she also wants to use this store to convert people to Catholicism for the record
and she wants me to be the IT guy
then she goes on about how she got a message from GOD that this was her destiny
for the record she hasn't been this religious in many years
so I just kind of nod
and then she gives me a fucking list of things she needs from me
next Morning I hear her crying in shower
pretty she hadn't slept for about 30+ hours at this point
I basically freak the fuck out
can't eat can't sleep
take a shower so I don't have a a heart attack
because you guys didn't see the look in her eyes man
I go to school looking like a zombie
come home
try to talk to her start crying saying I think shes gone crazy
and she tells me she's not crazy its just GOD'S will
this is what he wants for her
I try to forget about the whole thing
so toward the end of January I babysit a cat
this is not important
Mom comes home from helping a dying family friend
with stage 4 bone cancer
this friend lives in Texas so she drove to Texas
well she gives this person *organic* maple syrup and *organic* baking soda
comes home
starts talking about how pharmacies are corrupt and theres so much natural medicine that can CURE CANCER if only people would accept god as well
calls this dying person and her bone cancer is GONE
so she sits me down to tell me the good news
I created a miracle werewolfyman
by the grace fo god her cancer is gone
that is a miracle
that god gives us what we want if ask hard enough
I snap and I ask why people suffer in teh world
we get into an argument and she points out that I don't read the bible
I point out the she didn't for a long time either
somehow my religiousness comes into play
I don't say the word "atheist" but from the way I was talking she came to that
conclusion and while I didn't say I was agnostic or atheist I didn't say anything to the contrary either.
so we have a few more arguments in February
she tells me how disappointed in me she is
how I'm a Satan worshiper for not believing in god (wut)
and how I'm going to hell if I don't change my ways (how can I go to something I don't believe in, again?)
how I can still change if I want to
it bears mentioning that I'm a college student that routinely makes decent (B's and C's) grades and she couldn't care less
gee thanks
so February passes
she mentions that in order to open her shop she needs to be a licensed nutritionist or some stuff
she mentions that she's going to see a psychic about it
the psychic tells her shes destined to go to a special university in Portland, Oregon
we live in the middle of Georgia for the record
as in she wants to move to the opposite side of the United States
I ignore this, as Accounting is taking up all of my attention at this point
I start thinking about the fact that I'll be done with my Associates in a year or so
and I'll need to move to Valdosta (about 90 miuntes away from where we currently reside) to get my Bachelors
so I talk to her about it
BIG MISTAKE
she tells me that I won't need to worry about it, since I'm moving with her to Portland in two years
whaaaaat
So I talk to my Dad and he's okay
I mention needing help for Valdosta
and my Mom, (who has been eavesdropping the entire time by the way)
takes the phone from me and talks with him for two hours (she thought I was asking to live with him, which I'll admit I'm considering at this point despite him being poor)
so I go to my Dad's for a week and he leaves me alone
I come home
mention that I would honestly prefer to go to Valdosta by myself
She then tells me that I don't have a drivers liscnese or a car ( I have a lerners but I don't have a car, planning to take drivers ed)
says I'm not cut out for a job, that I've never had one in my life (true) and that I'm not mature enough
that I don't know how to grocery shop (and how will I learn when your doing it for me, hmm?)
more god stuff
"I would love if you believed in god
called me every xmas
went to church every time we do
I would love it
I would
I
I
I
never asked what I wanted, because I'm just a kid apparently
apparently my opinion holds no value to her
oh and she'd rather me believe in god and be unhappy so I won't go to hell even if I don't personally want to believe in him
and thats where we are now, will explain mroe if asked
This is awfully personal I must admit, so
I'm done
I don't have anything else, I'm just fucking done
tl;dr My Mom's nuts and I don't know what to do
yo mods if I need more info or I need to remove something or this thread is too personal just PM me