(03-15-2013, 03:41 PM)NaturalViolence Wrote: [ -> ]I'm the exact opposite. I hate playing any game that I made myself. I can't help but notice all of the flaws, things that could be more complete, or things that I could have added. And it drives me nuts. Every time I try to play one of them I end up spending endless hours improving it rather than enjoying it.
I get the feeling you're a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. That can be a productive attitude as well as hindrance
Lower your standards, then have some fun. Trust me, I've been where you've described when it comes to creative writing (e.g. this passage could sound better, word choice could be more expressive here/there); it's a good way to get writer's block real fast. Nowadays, whenever I endeavor to do something, I tell myself, "I expect to make whatever I make." It's a bit silly, but it keeps my mind on getting a project going instead of worrying about every minute detail.
Anyway, it's not exactly like I'm making the game myself, just an environment to run a game someone coded a long time ago. It's especially fascinating for me since I always wondered how people could make emulators in the first place (or for that matter how people actually made the original games). It's one thing to use an emulator someone wrote to play your old favorites; I'd say it's something else to use an emulator
you wrote to play your old favorites. Quite an experience, imo, even if some things don't initially work 100% correctly.
(03-15-2013, 03:41 PM)NaturalViolence Wrote: [ -> ]But I never feel old when thinking about a game. Even the games that I played as a little kid don't make me feel like I'm old. Because I'm not old! 24 is not old and you know it.
Scientifically, time moves at the same rate for everyone (for the most part, relativity and speed and whatnot) but psychologically everyone carries their own perceptions about how "fast" or "slow" life goes. You also have to account for the amount of memorable experiences people have had in said period of time. I think we've talked about this before, but I can remember a great deal of my life during my infancy (started playing video games at 1 & 1/2 years old, so I've been gaming for a
long time) whereas you started remembering events around six-ish.
I'm not old in comparison, say, to the newest pope for example; internally though, I've watched the gaming industry grow since the start of the 90s. That's no small amount of time. I am old (or perhaps you prefer just "older") when compared to young gamers whose first experiences came from the likes of the GBA or GC, which equates to a difference of three console generations alone. In my view, age is a number (20, 35, etc), but being "old" is a concept relative to how one sees him or herself. I'm old in the sense that I can remember distant events and experiences. Not terribly old, mind you (I haven't experienced
that much), but suitably old enough to consider myself as having been around here for a while.