We can't help you over the internet, even tough you clearly need it. You should look for help with someone you know, you need to control yourself.
EDIT: Unless you're just letting the bad stuff out, that could be helpful since a browser page will always be a good listener, I guess.
EDIT: Unless you're just letting the bad stuff out, that could be helpful since a browser page will always be a good listener, I guess.
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CPU: AMD Phenom II X4 960 @ 3.6 GHz
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Motherboard: Gigabyte GA-870A-USB3 AM3+ Revision
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