Hopeless case?

[Duke Nukem]

Here we are again, another Friday and another week gone by and a new beautiful weekend is around the corner.
I'm on my 3rd Gin and Tonic right now and it feels so good. I try to tell myself every weekend that this weekend is the last one, no more Gin and Tonic for a while but I can't resist this godsend of a drink, I want more.

On top of everything I smoke cigars occasionally just for that extra something.

I don't know if this is bad or not, it's only on the weekends, Friday and Saturday basically.

Am I a hopeless case here or what?

Does this happen to you???

[Starscream]

(03-03-2012, 04:02 AM)Gabriel Belmont Wrote: I try to tell myself every weekend that this weekend is the last one

Why are you telling yourself that?

[Duke Nukem]

(03-03-2012, 04:21 AM)Starscream Wrote:

(03-03-2012, 04:02 AM)Gabriel Belmont Wrote: I try to tell myself every weekend that this weekend is the last one

Why are you telling yourself that?

Because I get these awful images of liver damage in my head.
It's so good to take a couple of drinks every weekend but I'm not sure if it's bad or something.
I don't know to many free radicals I guess.

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I'm on my 5th now, got damn it I'm an hopeless case...

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Make that th 6th Gin & Tonic and counting...

[Starscream]

Friendly advice. You probably shouldn't post on forums that you enjoy being a part of while drunk. You may say something you'll regret later and there may be no coming back from it.

[Duke Nukem]

I promise you my friend that's never gonna happen. Have you ever seen me post something misappropriate or offending?
No you haven't, and I'm an easy kind of guy that ain't gonna say something I will regret later.

You have all seen me here when I have taken a couple of drinks, have I ever offended someone here, NO! Have I ever said something inappropriate NO!

[dannzen]

my guess is more that this is a call for help?
the base problem lies much more depper...
i can't tell much, because i only know a few things about you...
but talk to a close friend... he could help a little bit...
the only 100% cure is to accept yourself..
be happy and smile it helps to begin a change everything has an end... bad things and good things but every end.. means another start

[Duke Nukem]

Yeah like my last job. That's what's started all this.
I'm not OK, not by any means.
I'm on my 10th Gin and Tonic now, and it's a miracle I still can write sentences properly. Well thank god for Firefox and spell check.
Being burned out 2 times have left it's tracks right...

Geesh I'm pathetic.

[dannzen]

...
i don't think that a burnout, at work makes someone pathetic...
its... jeah... i don't wont to make hits into the black...
but the problem is not your work...
are you gabel @irc?

[Duke Nukem]

I hate myself. Ever since that Volvo job everything have been out of control.
This alcohol problem feels like a punishment of some kind.

[Runo]

We can't help you over the internet, even tough you clearly need it. You should look for help with someone you know, you need to control yourself.

EDIT: Unless you're just letting the bad stuff out, that could be helpful since a browser page will always be a good listener, I guess.